I was wondering, "why can't I develop my discipline with my blog?" The answer came right after the positive thought: "God is the answer". As my blog is dedicated to my experiences with God, I have to put more strengths to make it grown in publications. I was lacking some concentration to let the quality of writing flows. And it was totally about my self. My self was stuck in other things too. My spirituality was some-kind blocked. And if I didn't know at the door of the writing, I would be here, dedicating this precious time to share with the world. And it's good for me redesign the paper of my blog with content that makes, at least my self, more happy. And the way I found it interesting was through giving my spiritual forces to produce the matter I desire and am objectively focuses.
It's a hard work, of course keep concentrated in some subject and develop it, as it being of some drama or joy. Anyway, in this space I am sure, I am putting my reason to God's will to work in the cause it's of. I am investigating why I was lacking concentration? Why my will was not totally complete with the resources I have in hands was not being materialized in our time? And for my surprise the answer was a reply: if I do not concentrate in the chain of psychological materialism I could not keep the progress of doing that. And my blog is my wonderful space of showing my discovering of empirical, epistemological and so on. As such the things can't be materialized in the blink of an eye, we have to be human enough to sure correspond with the capitalized ideas we hold on to work for the permission of writing.
And I was not giving to my blog too much attention. Like I am doing right now, as a specie of reconnection with the core of the responsibility of allowing my spirit talk about the subject I want in dissertation. Now that I am back, I will be in motion of the responsibility and let it grown, because the seed of God is giving me the unction allowance to be more responsible with my job. Yes, this is my space of labor. It's from here that I do not see it yet, but I put my love to live from this writing. And writing for me is my time of getting in touch with the light. The light never gets lost in itself. The light reappears, thereby, by the several factors of materialization, that evolves the mental discipline and the good character as well.
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