Dearest, there are many
things in life that are preferred let it be with the life of the Creator. Don’t
put efforts of your ego in the desire, it will bring, maybe, what you want, but
is it that true to your ideal? I myself proved that I can’t sell myself.
Forgive Lord, for not being totally obedient in your love, I missed kindness.
But I feel my love and values, that’s good for me. I don’t sell to no one. I am
loyal to You, my God. Protect me Almighty, because I still cry when I speak
with you. I know that is bliss, not sorrow, I am thankful for everything my
Lord, but here I leave a lesson of ethics; its better die alone and poor than
live a life that’s toxic. Leave me here Lord, where I can dream and have
infinite imagination.
This is true power.
Walk free, without one cent in the pocket, and serve You. This is my nature, I
will never give up to. I am old, I know, I feel the Truth, and I know the
Truth. He will never leave me alone. I am the Light of God, pure consciousness.
Just to remember, I have free will. I hate when I am not free. And my Will, I
try, to be the most fruitful to God’s Will. I can’t lie, like most people does.
I masked myself like a common person, but I know, I will never be. I prefer
philosophy than love sinners. I am not a messiah, I am the way I am choosing to
be. I have the whole history, and it is lacking parts. I don’t care, I just
carried my cross, when I got the following of Christ. But what can I do, if I
am so Zen?
I am so Zen, that
does not matter where I will be. Does not matter my will right now, I am free
and I have motives to keep this happiness of who I am clear. I back, healed and
knowing more about myself. My experiences? I can’t give classes to teach about
one’s personality. I am not worried about who I am becoming. Neither the
judgments of other will stop me from transforming my sweetness of consciousness
in the Love of God. I am a transformation. I am obedient to God. If He says no,
I cant do nothing. I am just a little man. Not holy, not saint, and don’t proclaim
any title. I am Yoshan! And I guess if I am sure of my own names. They are real
or just ideas of a disturbed mind?
I set the chaos! Just
for you get real sense of Zen state. I prefer renounce. I prefer what God’s
guides me. I don’t need to fight to have property, it will cause confusion. I
born and I will die defending my principles and values. I feel that I am too
much for you Lord, and the world say the contrary, the world wants me enslaved.
But I won’t will be a soldier of sins. Neither will fall again in the errors of
humankind; they talk too much, and does too less. I am a positive person
letting what meant to be, being with the constitution of the Supreme. Yes, I am
healer, egoless, sensitive to my divine nature, that have the power of kindness.
Am at my own, no one can judge my acts. I am the end dot of God’s discourse.
God has another plans
for everyone. The singularity is impossible to grasp. Many things can change. I
changed, the I of self-awareness. I really don’t care. Any more, I don’t care.
My wounds are like keys of a piano. But they become star scars when I write. I
don’t need to move the struggle, the struggle of desire can only bring
disaster. It is not of my count, collect more scars. I am enough of them. But
if life gives me a hit, I will protect myself with just until the suffering
becomes joy. I am full of dreams, dreams that all will be erased. I am a
warrior for sure, I fight for you when you have fun, I fight for you when the
present not came yet. This is my love, I don’t cover for help. My dignity and
pride is angelical. The soul cries, but myself knows how romantic is to be a
love of the proper Love: GOD!
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